t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Sunday, March 21, 2004
boo. i'm back! whether its good or bad?..hmm. -shrugs. i shall just leave that unanswered. =)
many things have been changing.. in my life right now. yeah. i don't know for sure... if things would be like.. turning out for the better? but well.. getting my positive side back.. i left those.. moments/stuffs.. all behind me... i'll take it as a lesson learnt and.. yupp.. move on.. be happy.. be who i wanna be... not what others asks of me to be.. =))
kinda.. reunited.. with my church friends.. hmm.. church changed a whole big lot? almost everyone changed.. in terms of looks?.. and maturity of cos! haha.. was really glad to be able to.. well.. piece the missing pieces of the puzzle.. etc. ha. was great seeing everyone like.. together.. reuniting finally?.. church just gives me.. a certain kinda.. feeling? its.. just.. i don't know.. comfortable.. i suppose. =) people like.. liane and cleo... whom i haven't seen in.. AGES? shi min.. joyce.. and all.. haha.. and of cos.. those extremely precious dearies like my darling xiao di dom!.. and.. gigi! haha.. angel.. anna..? yeaps.. everything's kinda peachy sweet now. awwsh. -smiles widely.
yeaps.. oh.. bout me turning straight. whoa. the word goes around REALLY fast. like. fast. haha. but yeah. its no joke. i'm serious. more serious than i've ever been.. =) gonna be giving myself till.. april 14th. to turn straight.. like as in.. fully? don't know how i'm suppose to place it across.. but yeah.. turning straight ain't gonna be changing any other things.. friendship wise.. =) it is after all.. your choices. and as a friend. i'll respect it. =))
heh.. well. changed my blog song.. AGAIN. was contemplating between canon in d.. harp version.. or wish.. and i chose wish i guess.. cos.. well.. the harp version of canon in d.. can sort of put people to sleep. =x but its NICE! listening ta it right now.. hahas. yupp yupp.. i kinda.. don't know what to write? so i guess.. i'll just have some shout outs..
the royales.
hey.. haha. hope i'm not forgotten as yet. i don't know if you guys even read my blog anymore.. but in any case. i still hope this would get across to you guys somehow. i guess.. there's a sorta. gap between me and you guys now. case of miscommunication.. over-sensitivity.. or any of that sort? i ain't too sure. but a few things are for sure. yoo guys still mean the world. a whole lot to me. believe it or not. i'm missing yoo guys heaps. and i've been thinking alot on how we used to be. can we go back to the past? are we able to really strengthen our bonds till we wouldn't have this same case happeniing again? i hope so.. i really really hope so. sighs.
the sweeties from cbc yf. =)
lolx. haha. this is to all of yoo guys. i don't really have much to say?.. but nonetheless. i hope our fellowship would be strong.. move on forth together.. guided by the light.. =)) all of yoo guys are like lil treasures that i'll keep safely within my hearts. love. =)
dom di.
oops! did the font extra large for a purpose. hehxx. =x my darling ever dearest bestest di! haha.. yoo rock man. and yoo've really changed a whole lot since.. the LAST time i saw you. which was YEARS ago. =x oopsie. haha. i can see that yoo've grown.. in terms of.. HEIGHT!@ *pout. (I FEEL SO SHORT! =x) and of cos.. character wise. this lil di of mine has grown so much i so couldn't recognise him! and i sound like i'm writing a testimonial for him. HAHA. okays.. to the serious parts.. yupp.. first of all.. i'll keep to my promise! *crosses my heart. =) secondly.. regarding your decision.. i'll respect it.. but don't be gone for too long yarhs? cos i'll miss my di de! *gringrinn. thridly.. thanks for being so sweet! =) really appreciate it. haha. sucha gentleman. tsk tsk. prouda having a di like you. yay.. =x and hmm.. know that whenever yoo need someone.. i'll just be right here alrights? don't hesistate to come talk to me.. though i think yoo have a lil difficulty talking to me.. =| *sad. lolx. nah la. which ever yoo feel comfy with ya? i'm always here to offer hugs and listening ears whenever you need them. if yoo don't mind that is. and oh. last but not least. I LOVEEE MY XIAO DI! heh. =x
alrights. think i'm gonna round up.. heading to bed soon cos i gotta wake up at 7!? cry. haha. yeah.. peace!
;elysium.
12:30:00 AM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
